Retelling the same story will never change the end of the story.

it's funny when we want get rid of someone and in the end, all over our brain is just fullabout them. In our dream, in lil thing that pass everyday, everysong, every movie, everything just makes you comeback to some old story that you love but you dont't want to remember it anymore. And when we can finally forget everything, suddenly they comeback, and tell you the same story that makes you remember again everything, and WE,US,YOU, just there do nothing, just let everything might be happend again.

Well, this semestre finally end! and now it's the vacation. But i haven't know yet about my result, I hope will pass fot next year. Now like usual in vacation I'm at my grandparent's house. And I'm so freaking out everytime I saw my weight! I just got 4 kg from the last easter's vacation. So I'm doing exercise every morning and controling a lil bit what I eat. I hope I will lost some for this summe, I'm not anorexic but 4 kg in 2 weeks it's a lil bit too much. And I plan to look for some summer job, like I will not back to Indonesia so I think it's better I get some job. And im's so happy next week my mom, my brother, and my cousin will come to french. I miss them so much, it's going to 6 months we haven't seen each other and finally we can see each other in real life!

Spring when you'll comme!

So tired with this cold weather! Spring please come fast!

Mistake

"The key to get success is have much experiences and how to get the experience? with making MISTAKE"

Well mungkin hari ini bukan harinya gue, hari pertama di minggu ini, gue udah harus bolak balik ngambil barang yang ketinggalan, siangnya gue ketiduran adi gak bisa ikut kelas berikutnya, ngerjain tugas buat besok  salah sampe 2x. Teledor teledor!
dari dulu kenapa yah gue teledor mulu, dan lagi sekarang catatan gue ilang, patron buat prochaine sujet montage juga ikutan ilang entah dimana gue lupa naro dimanaaaaa.
PELUPA, BAD ORGANIZER, MESSY, and too SLOPPY
come'on men! change!

20 march 2013

Today is the first day of spring this year! walaupun disini masih rada dingin dan bikin hati tambah kangen sama kepanasan indonesia tapi di banding suhu beberapa bulan terakhir sih hari ini bisa d masukan ke bonne journee.
So hari ini walau gak ada kuliah dari minggu lalu gue harus bangun pagi-pagi karen 2 minggu berturut-turut ada janji sama carreleur ato bahasa indonesianya tukang ubin kali yah. jadi toilet gue bari di renovasi, semua isinya di ganti, dari bathtub, ubin, wastafelny, dll. karena mereka pas winter break gak punya banyak waktu buat di selesein jadi di cicil dikit-dikit sisanya. Tapi untungnya hari ini adalah hari terkhir carreleur gue bakal datang. So minggu depan bebassss!!
Sarapan hari ini di temani seperti biasa a cup of green tea danyang gak biasanya di temani sama crepes buatan sendiri plus nutella. How yummy!
So setelah melahap beberapa crepes, tangan dan mata gue mulai gatal ngeliat keadaan apaartement berantakan. Sejak renovasi kamar mandi hal rutin setiap minggu kayak ngepel or ngelap-ngelap udah mulai absen, faktor males sih sebenernyaaaaaa. Jadi tadi seharian sampe jam 3 an beresin apart, mulai dari ngelap, nyapu, nyuci, arrange map-map sekolah yang berantakan dan ga terorganisir dengan baik,dan terakhir nyuci piring. Dan sekarang rumahkua enak di pandang dan di ditempatin. Mulai besok harus bangun pagi buat bikin jadwal beres-beres sebelum berangkat!
Sebenernya ada temen yang mau datang karena berhubung dia ada temen juga yang mau datang ke rumah dia so dia gak jadi datang. Dan habis itu jam 5 tadi mumpung masih cerah akhirnya keluar apart buat beli peralatan gambar buat besok pelajaran modele vivante. Dan pulangnya sengaja taro sketchbook di tas buat gambar 'Lyon', unluckily hujan jadi gambar gue tadi gak selese. Dan akhirnya buat berteduh  bentar gue singgah di salah satu toko pakaian. Semua modelnya pengen di beli, ada tas lucu banget jugaaaaaa, harganya 20 euro! dan karena berhubung gak punya uang cuma bisa ngiler aja. Sekarang jadi takut-takut belaja karena takut ga control, dan - banyak kayak bulan lalu. Kayaknya summer ini bener deh pengen summer job, rencana mau apply ke salah satu resto jadi serveuse sih. Cuma sampe hari ini CV ny belo lengkap :D
Pengen part time juga sih cuma masih rada takut sama bahasa.
tapi tahun depan harus bisa! Semangat Carmen!
Oke maybe hari ini itu aja dulu. Kita sambung besok dengan banyak cerita dan kegiatan apa yang gue lakuin seharian. besok gue ada test math! Wish me luck! XOXO

Fragility

Hi! Come back again! it's been a long time not to say hi in this blog.
How are you my another friend who always listening my story?
School? Fine as well, everything getting more interesting  Now in STYLISTE we are doing some project with a theme 'FRAGILITY'
So we have to describe in subjective way what FRAGILITY is?
So, for me Fragile is a situation where a person, an object, animal, or plant is in a sensitive, weak, fragile, disappointment, sadness, emotions, pain, danger, etc.
I'll be fragile when I'm upset or disappointed by something, someone, or myself.
I would be more sensitive I become weak easily. Or when I was sick, when I can not do anything alone, can not stand. or I can describe it with some words like something sweet, transparent, pastel colors, especially a pregnant woman, teen, baby, unstable, which requires special attention, vulnerable, fragile, emotional, flexibility, sense, soft, etc.

and after defining the meaning of fragile we have to make a trend board about fragility. We must look for some photos that can describe about fragility.

And then we will create new textile that correspond to FRAGILITY, after making all the textile  we'll design some dress (we can choose for the category example Women or Men Wear, spring or fall,etc). I think I m gonna choose the haute couture for woman wears for spring collection. Well wish me luck! XOXO